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I was a teenage zombie
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Were you ever a teenage zombie?
Being an adult really re-defines everything; I made this blog when Murderdolls was a really cool thing to be into c':
I feel like, as much as my physical appearance hasn't actually altered much, I have. A lot.
I keep looking through old photos of me with now-distant friends and wondering how it happened. There were not massive arguments or monumental break downs; just casual, meandering distance. I've tried to reconnect to people, sure. The result is always lifeless, usually resulting in some long-passed rivalry to reemerge, reminding you of all the reasons you began to dislike a person.
Bit of candid; me, when Wednesday 13 was cool (I'd just turned 14, of course) |
All of the MySpace in this one... |
And then, what if the gradually built-up brick wall of frustrations which you apply to a person also applies to you on the flipside? What if they begin to dislike you as much as you dislike them?
As with all types of love, it is a plant that needs to be watered and fed, lest you wish it to wither and die. I feel that a lot of deeply impacting friendships of mine have dissolved this way, and there's one simple, constant factor within each and every one of these people; time.
Friday 15 March 2013
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